NERVOUSNESS

NERVOUSNESS

I’m crawling out of my mind,

Friends since childhood yet my nerves do I find,

I willingly and gladly take on this fear,

Because with an eagerness like no other I want her near,

Will I stumble over the words I mean to say?

Will she look past my backward ways?

How do I approach her on this next level?

Oh damn heart, sometimes I’d swear you’re the devil,

Not in an evil way,

Simply tinkering with my emotions do you play,

Cardiology, the study of the heart,

Resounding thumping you’ll find if you were to take it apart,

The thought of her makes it skip a beat or two,

Nerves abound encompass me, this I knew,

But with a fain knowledge I had no idea they’d reach such heights,

She’s on my mind, whether daydreaming or restless nights,

She’s constantly on my mind nonetheless,

I wonder if she too feels this kind of stress?

Well, our time is growing closer and ever so near,

Play it cool Brad and dispose the fear,

Yeah that’s easy for myself to tell me,

Deep breath, for it will all be okay… you’ll see.

-brad