Wednesday, June 3, 2009

I cannot see what lies ahead,
I only know the lies I've been fed.
Don't you think that it's enough for me
to fight these battles inside my head?

I struggle to find the right words to say,
Just as I struggle to get up each and every day.
So often I break down in tears and drop to my knees
and to God do I pray.

Praying to the God who will save my soul,
That somehow, some way he can take control,
Of a life which has become empty and once again
needs to be whole.

I did not ask for this disease that makes my mind ill.
All I ask is that this mental strife be killed,
And that my anguish and disgust
is only a part of God's will.

So please let the demons in my head be set free,
So that this world may see,
That the person inside this body is actually just me...

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